No matter how hard it is i want you know that you are such an important person your life really does matter. You are such a strong and amazing individual look how far you made it. Youre an inspiration to so many people get your story out and open up to people because people need to understand that what we go through is a serious issue that should be take seriously. I promise you that you will be missed if you choose to kill yourself. You’re an amazing person for sticking through these hardships and you deserve so much. Dont give up.